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Emotional Masochist
Mar 21, 2011, 9:37 PM
I don't know how or why I came up with the name emotional masochist, but it really does define who I am right now. I find myself at verge of tears at such stupid little things. I snap and explode for such stupid matters. Arggg I hate it, but I can't avoid it. In some ways aI am attracted to the things that make me cry and I am surrounded by things that piss me off. I have no control over anything and yes i am just venting some stupid thoughts. Thanks for listening to my rant. I am confuzzled and just tired. I just want to close my eyes and just let time float away for awhile. And thus I bid you adieu
Cherokee_Mountaincat
Mar 21, 2011, 10:43 PM
Welcome to the group Hon. You'll be fine. All of us go thru the emotional zig-zags, and it seems yours is now. Sit still a minute, take a big deep brath, and just breathe a bit. Try and calm the mealstrom of emotions and thoughts and just be You. ;)
Smile, Sugar..
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Realist
Mar 21, 2011, 10:58 PM
Do you have someone who you can talk to? Someone who will listen and let you be yourself? Someone who will not judge you, but try to help you find a solution for these feelings?
If not, maybe you should see if you can get some counseling from a professional.
In my youth, I went through a period like this...it's hard to deal with on your own!
taz321
Mar 22, 2011, 1:08 AM
I always find when I am feeling really mind crazy and not so sure of things, I grab a few beers and take off into the woods and hang out with mother nature for a few hours and just kind of listen to what she has to say! I think that might have something to do with the Indian in me but some how when I come out of the woods and go back to all the crazy I have a better view of things. It sounds crazy but the peace that comes from mother earth can really make a difference if you just tune in and listen! Some people say it is God but I think it is something bigger than that! Good luck and always always always stay positive, cause positive breeds positive and negative breeds negative!!:)
Bluebiyou
Mar 22, 2011, 4:58 AM
I don't know how or why I came up with the name emotional masochist, but it really does define who I am right now...
Emotional Masochist
Yes, there is probably a significant psychological reason you chose this name for yourself.
While on one hand we all are, at least those of us who truly risk and love.
On the other hand you may need some therapy (best thing that ever happened to me).
On the other hand (three hands?!?) you may simply be in the bad place of a downfall of a relationship (a place we all have been), which has been a bummer to us all since the beginning of time. Will you give us more details?
You are too vague to help.
More data, please.