Originally Posted by
cslutt
bw299, I understand your frustrations. I am a 5 time stroke survivor and have gone through a lot of the same problems. What made it worse is taking antidepressants a/c strokes; i'll just start crying when i didn't used to, get all emotional, etc. My stroke therapists talked to my doctors and he put me on Citalopram (e.g. Celexa®), 40 mg/daily. Stopped the crying and over-emotional, but also stopped the hardons, could not get one no matter what I did, and like you, I was a highly sexed huge blaster too. After two years I learned to control my emotional state enough to go off the med w/o my wife knowing and got to be able to get semi-hard, and with enough blowjob m/m pornos, be able to jerk off and cum, usually twice a month. I'm a little older, 66, but all sex should not stop at this age. Because of non-performance for the last couple years, I've not had any personal contact with any guy friends, but am looking for a discreet suck buddy. Wife is older, 71, and retired too, putting a big cramp on having some fun, plus I don't drive either; she has to transport me. We haven't fucked or touched or anything in years, as per her direction; she's had cancers and a prolapsed uterus so basically we are just each other's caregivers. I don't think it would go over very well to tell her, "Honey, drive me to so'n'so's house, he'll suck my cock and i'll cum in his mouth, then I'll suck his and he'll cum in my mouth, and would you wait outside unless you want to watch and maybe fuck yourself with a greased up dildo or vibrator or something, then fuck each of our assholes with it too?" Nooooo.... don't think so; it would be followed with her throwing my shit out of the house.
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