I think I have always been a "queer", but I feel I can't come out as gay to anyone. I think the only one that knows my "secret" is my younger brother. My very first taste of dick happened when I was only 8-9 (since no one could cum I don't even count it as gay sex). The first cum I ever tasted came from my older cousin that. I sucked occasionally, but this time he held my head still and "forced" me to take his load, he then "forced" me to swallow his small load down. Soon after he went to the service & his interest was in girls when he returned. The first dick I sucked as an adult happened when I was in my thirties. It happened with a kid I went to high school with. I always wanted to suck his dick when we were in school, but I didn't know if it would piss him off or not, and I didn't want to risk being known as the school or town "queer". Later though I wanted so badly (and got) the opportunity to suck his dick. When he gave me my first "really big" taste of cum I knew I was hooked.
Now I am married & don;t want to cheat on my wife, but I still yearn for another taste of dick and cum. Whats a guy to do?
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