My story is similar to many on here. I have always had these same sex desires. When I was a teenager I would flip to the back of the porn magazines and look at the gay ads. When I would watch porn videos I always wanted to know what it was like for the woman and wanted to have her experience. My family would never have accepted me being gay. I had 1 experience in my mid 20's that I really enjoyed but I was afraid because it verified my sexual desires for men. Although I have never really been attracted to men and don't know if I could ever have the same deep loving relationship that I have with a woman. At any rate I suppressed my desires but they have always lingered just under the surface. As I get older my desires for mm pleasure get stronger.
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