Hi,
I'm a 33 year old woman who has been attracted to women since high school. I've had a few chance to act on this desire, but only a few fling type situations and one 3-some in my early 20's. So, not much experience and never any ongoing relationships with women. I am married and have two young children. I'm only out to my closest friends and husband. My husband (of 7 years) has known about my bisexuality from the start and was attracted to that part of me from the getgo. The real problem is that he would like to invite a woman into our sex life as a way to address my bisexuality and I would rather experience women on my own - more intimate than a one night fling. He feels like that is more like cheating. My bisexuality has always been looming in the background but I feel like it's been hovering overhead more lately. I feel like I jumped into marriage without getting to know my bisexual side, but on the otherhand I don't want to jeopordize what I have just to fulfill a side of me that feels a void. Also, with two young children I'm not sure that rocking our already stressed lives/marriage is a good idea - but it's so hard to wait this out! Any advise here or stories of similar with good or bad outcomes?
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