I was home alone for a few hours last night so I figured why start practicing oral. I proceeded to jerk off, came in my hand, rubbed my cum over her dildo then sucked it. It was a very weird feeling and I had a feeling of guilt/remorse after thinking “wtf am I doing, this isn’t “normal” for a guy to suck on a dildo with his own cum over it”. The thoughts that went thru my brain are a result of years of hearing being with a guy is wrong. As the night went on I felt less guilt/remorse, but it freaked me out wondering how much guilt/remorse I’ll feel when it happens for real. Has anyone experienced something similar?
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