I started sucking cock about 15 years ago when I was around 45. I was at a point with my wife where she was not into sex much at all and had not been for too long. I got very tired of asking and waiting and asking again and doing without. Which seems to be what a lot of us go through. So I thought I'd had to find another way to get my needs met. I went to ABS's and got sucked off and that was great and it eventually led to me sucking cock.
It seems that every year I got into it more and more and started to prefer sucking more than getting sucked. I also did a little topping and bottoming. I tried to have a conversation with the wife a few times to let her know what was going on but she would shut the conversation down. So I figured she wanted a don't ask don't tell situation.
Now I'm at the point where sex with men is my preferred way to get off (along with a lot of masturbation). I still love her very much and she and I still have sex but not very often at all and that is usually accompanied with 'talk' of me sucking the cock of men that fuck her. It's treated as a total fantasy, but I really believe she knows I have a big interest in men, cock and cum.
Every year we have less and less sex and I find now that even during that 'blue moon' when she brings it up I try to get out of it and many time do. She's still not into sex and I think she only brings it up out of 'duty' or a mercy fuck. I know if I wasn't sucking cock and getting off with men I'd be fucking her more but enjoying it less. I have a high sex drive and can never get as much cock as I want. As it is now I may suck 6 or 7 cocks a year and masturbate at least three or four times a week, eating my own cum when I can. I've hoped for a long time to find a regular but I'm in a small town in a very rural part of the state. If I did I'm sure I'd be sucking at least once a week.
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