Originally Posted by
unem1
I am in my mid 50s and discovered cocksucking about ten years ago. I won't bore you with the story (never would have dreamed it would happen when I was 20, 30 or 40, but here I am ...) All I'd like to do is meet another guy my age, perhaps a bit younger but certainly older, with the same circumstances and desires, and set up something. You know, a decent, honest guy with whom I can share oral sex (preferably a 69) and we can cheat on our wives. Yeah, I know I sound just wonderful ... I am not at all interested in someone much younger, as I don't think it is very appropriate, or safe/sane, and just doesn't appeal to me.
But, almost every older guy I have met has something frustratingly wrong with them! I have sucked 11 guys in the past decade, and well, 3 couldn't get it up, 2 ejaculated almost instantaneously, and most annoying, 3 had libido problems so that they immediately lost interest in sex (ie: sucking me) the second they came. That sucks, and not good. And these were all seemingly nice guys who did not mention these problems BEFORE we got together! NOT FUN! The only guy that could really perform was, alas, bordering on obese, and while I don't judge on body size, it wasn't really appealing (tho his penis certainly was.)
Maybe I am too much of a nice guy, or the only safe and sane guys are also ones with erectile problems, but I have simply had it. The worst illusion or fraud is this "friends with benefits" charade. Gee, you think guys would notice the word "friend" as in it would be nice to be friendly. Hell, if someone sucks my cock and swallows my cum, I'm going to damn well sincerely say thanks! And I'd expect the same back.
Finally, this is all exacerbated by the fact that we (almost every guy was married) are cheating on our wives and are, to one degree or another, afraid, feeling guilty, or both. I simple love having a cock in my mouth, but I also love my wife and having sex with her. Trust me, the cognitive dissonance is enough to send my blood pressure thru the roof, which is why I get the nerve only about once a year.
Well, today was the last fiasco, I was verging on steaming mad and the guy sort of detected it, after he left me high and dry. I have sucked my last cock because between all of the dishonesty and fear of STDs and guilt ... it is simply not worth it. This will be my first and last post, thanks for reading my rant. It was honest.
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