Hello everybody. Those who know me, you already know my story, those who don't, I'll make a brief paragraph below. For those who know who I am, if I'm here today is because I found great comfort in this comunity (even if it's not what it used to be, and some people have decided to leave), and honestly, I guess what I need most now is the wisdom of the people who have once been where I am now.
For context, I used to have a bi boyfriend, who dealt with a lot of issues and I first came to this site to work on his bisexuality and desires for boys (I'm a girl). This site has helped me understand better his heart, his mind, and it took a lot on my part to change the way I used to view relationships. Long story short, this relationship is now over. We were together for three years, and he was my first partner, so it's has taken a hit on me. It's been almost three months and though I am better, I find it hard to completely let go my feelings, and to deal with the anger, and the feeling of having been "played".
He broke it off saying he wanted to be alone, yet he is still dating the boy he dated whilist being with me and that image of the two together, hurts. Besides, even though he promised that if something happened between us, we would remain friends, he doesn't want me in his life anymore, and I'm having a hard time coping with losing someone who is so important to me.
I'm not waiting for him to return, I accept that we are over, and that I have to move on, and I'm trying. So, maybe, that's why I came here today. I can't really talk it with my friends, they don't get the situation. It was a complicated first relationship, and it marked me, deeply. That's why, I'm here, seeking advice, on people who have stood where I stand today, and who may have some words to make this separation a little more bearable.
Thank you for your time
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