Originally Posted by
cuttin2dachase
I understood whistle1 to be asking about 1st time experiences with any man, not just the 1st guy you ever had sex with. I've had as many 1st time experiences with men as I've had men. Some guys prefer random one-time hookups with other men. They go into any encounter just for the sex only, knowing they never want to meet a partner again (quantity over quality). Others (like me) are looking for one or more stable FWBs they can play with on a regular or semi-regular basis (quality over quantity). By necessity, I must play for the first time with a man in order for both of us to decide if we want to continue exploring and having FWB fun and meet again when we can. The great majority of hookups for me end up being one-time deals. I enjoy each 1st time experience on its own merit with no expectation or high hopes that it'll turn into a FWB arrangement. If it happens, great, but if not, maybe the next guy I meet will become a FWB. There have been men I met who I really felt attracted to and would gladly have met again, but they didn't feel the same way. I never took it personally or wondered why a guy I liked disappeared without having the guts to tell me they weren't interested in another meet. One-time meetups have always been a deal where he used me for what he wanted and I used him for what I wanted and then we went our separate ways. There have been men who I enjoyed purely sexually, but I just didn't feel the attraction or the vibes I'd want in a FWB. When they emailed or texted or called me wanting to meet again I told them up front that I'd enjoyed the sex, but didn't want to meet again. I can only imagine how it tough it must be for gay or bi men who want love and ltrs to find other men who are looking for the same thing.
I have never had what I'd call a bad 1st time experience, but I have had a couple or three of what I'd call weird experiences with weird guys LOL. I have had several post-1st meeting experiences where I was stalked and pestered and drama was caused by guys who said I used them and they wish they never met me blah-blah-blah etc. They were guys I'd frankly told after our 1st meet that I didn't want to meet them again. But at least I told them and didn't take the coward route.
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