I always described myself as oral bi and understand there are many variations of bisexuality. I have noticed some changes over the years, slow and subtle. There was a time when I was with a guy I had to make sure he came first. The instant I shot, I was looking for my shoes and felt a strong need to get away. I was not interested in getting him off, in fact the thought of having to deal with cum was nauseating. I rarely came during man to man sex. That never bothered me as I wasn't there for my sexual satisfaction other than to satisfy my strong desire to suck and swallow others.
I used to fantasize about eating my own cum while jacking off but never could go through with it once I came. Early on I could suck my own dick and shoot in my mouth. Years later when I couldn't do that any more I would shoot my load in my mouth, but could never swallow it.
Lately I noticed that changes have occurred and they were slow in coming. Where I used to like my wife to peg me maybe once every few months, and even then for a short time, now I look forward to it nearly every week. My aversion to come is nearly gone. I have a fwb who is in the same boat I was. Once he comes, I sense the strong level of discomfort from him. I make sure I come first with him. Once I come, I have no problem sucking him off. I'll admit the first minute or so I may be thinking more about a sandwich, but my desire for come recovers really fast and by the time he is shooting, I'm loving it.
My wife and I were in a long fuck session this week. Lots of variations from her pegging me to me DPing her with one end of her realdoe in my ass. We ended with her holding my legs over my head and stroking my cock while aiming at my mouth. I hadn't come in a couple days and am a really heavy comer. I must have shot 6 full shots into my mouth during one of the most intense orgasms of my life. I didn't even think about not swallowing that load.
So do our desires advance? Do we just get used to it all and stop caring about certain things? Maybe whatever chemical is released at orgasm making us hate sperm goes away? I would appreciate thoughts or comments on how your desires have changed over the years. Have your desires increased? Decreased? Remained the same?
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