After years of watching porn and jerking off, i gained a sexual response to seeing hard cocks in porn or thinking of the word like now as i type. I used to think i became bisexual because i get hard when seeing a cock now (wasn't always like that) and i like girls, always have. But i couldn't identify as such because i don't like men, sexually or romantically, but seeing a cock in a porn video now gives me an instant bulge, but with no actual desire in my mind, just a helpful, needed boner. On the kinsey scale, i would say I'm at a 2 for the moment? while I'm heterosexual, It's clear to me that being aroused by seeing another hard cock in some type of motion on my computer screen does not fit within the guidelines of being "straight" so i can't be 100% straight, or maybe I am but - the legs and thighs of a woman is a turn on for me and i would engage in interacting with a woman's legs/thighs in reality, yet a nice sized, hard cock (just being descriptive) on the screen gets me hard too but in no way would i want to engage with one, let alone a guy, in reality. I'm seriously confused, I'm afraid to "embrace" it and end up paying less and less attention to women in general and be lost in myself jerking off to cocks getting sucked, fucked, and jerked. But i doubt this sexual response will go away, so...what do i do? am i the only one here like that?
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