Before it started I was completely nervous... and wondered if I could go through with it. Had I not known the two that set it up, I don't know if I would've gone through with the first one. During the beginning of it, I was pretty overwhelmed one the attention and it was almost a blur going from guy to guy and being double and triple teamed. Afterwards, it was euphoric from the high of the intense orgasms (mine and theirs). Once that feeling subsided, and I left and showered again. The "what did I just do" thoughts settled in. That and guilt were unexpected, but the high from the sex made me chase more.
My advice would be to be comfortable with whatever decisions you make and don't let anyone talk you into something you're not interested in trying.
Funny, but the lingerie part stuck and I still love wearing it. I always told the guys I'd be their slut whenever and however they wanted, but they never asked me to wear panties, thigh-high stockings and garter belt. One of the friends of the two older guys I was fucking insisted to dress me up for the gang bang. He was also the one with the idea to shave my cock and he was the first one who barebacked me. I was up for it because I wanted to please them. To this day, if I wear an outfit like that, I'm on a mission to get fucked and suck.
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