I found out after being married for six months that my husband has been looking at Craigslist ads writing men and transsexuals. I was initially really hurt and felt betrayed but then I realized that can't be easy. I decided to talk and mostly listen to him and accept it. Now he wants me to have a threesome and I don't known how I feel or what to think. Our sex is incredible but I know this is a fantasy for him (although I do think he has been with a man). I am glad he was honest but I still feel like he is or would cheat on me. I can't explain other than a gut feeling and his track record. Everything I know is because I caught him, never him just telling me. I feel so many different things but when I try to talk to him he gets mad and defensive and I'm not sure why. I love him so much and feel like I am pretty open and I have been with girls but I was single and young but now I'm afraid I will hold it against him. I'm so confused and I do try to talk to him and whether about this or anything he will flip it and say I do whatever I am trying to talk to him about. I am hoping to get some honest input. I am very open minded and will truly consider all options. I love my husband and our two sons so I want this to work but I don't like me like this....insecure and worried. Thank you for reading this!
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