I was sitting here reading some manga (japanese comic books). As i sat there and read, remembered something. Something i feel every morning. SOmething i feel every night. A simple thing for most people. A simple desire that most people understand. But for me right now it consumes my soul. I don't live a moment where i dont need it. Where i don't want it.
I just want to be held.For someone to hold me and tell me it will be ok. Where for once i wont half to be strong. Where I don't need to pretend. Where everything will be forgotten jsut for that moment. I just want to be able to say I'm not alone.....
I live at home with my family,but i feel more alone here than anywhere else. Its weird and mostly my fault or so im told. I dont get along with my brother or my family and they drive me insane. I've bitched and moaned about them before so im not really going to go into it. Just sometimes i wish there was somewhere to go where i'd find someone waiting for me. Someone who doesn't expect anything from me....
just someone who is mine....
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