ok, I am very inclined to ask your counsellor what internet site she copied her cert from.......cos her attitude is the same attitude I have seen in a number of counsellors that have the attitude that you belong in the * too hard * basket and you do not make them look good....
ok my dear... the bible is a book of words, but its not god, god is that feeling in your heart that tells you that things get hard but its not your time to go... god is that feeling you get when you walk out into the sunlight and feel it on your skin and you feel so warm, god is that music you hear that makes you want to be able to cry out all the pain and hurt and be at peace, god is that perfume that you smell and think how nice it is......
that is god..... he is the one you will swear at and yell at and tell to go shove christianity so far up his onmipotent butt that he has the old testament in his left eye and the new testament in his right eye........ and god is the one that will just put his arms around you and hold you to him every time you say, thank you.........
god is the one that will look at all the people that judged you in his name, and he is the one that will say, I love giventofly, she is honest about who she is and what she is, her heart is clear and pure..... who are you all that you judge her in my name.....
now, god comes to you again, with new hope, new dreams and the chance to fly..... so embrace that man with both arms and hug him tight..... cos when you say you love it, it will be with all the honesty and openness with which you have shared with us....strangers on the net, in a forum, that now are friends and supporters...
when you think of yourself as a lowly woman, you do not see the lady on the pedestal standing above the masses, and crying out, about how you are not imperfect, you are not superwoman, you are trying to understand why god loves you so much when you are you..... well the pedestal is gods hand, rising you up above all those who would seek to pull you down.... cos the others that need to know that they are valued and loved so much, need to see you and the others like you, so they can come forth and say, thank you... thank you so much.......
you are somebody that is a light to all those lost in the darkness cos you are honest, open and you.... and god loves those who speak from the heart.... cos those whom listen, will hear and come forward........and its by the light of your heart that those whom are false, will be shown.........
I think you will understand.........
know in your heart that god is whom ever you wish to see god as.... as it doesn't matter, cos god sees your heart, not your body... and that is your best way to see god.... not as a being but as all that makes you laugh, smile, cry.... and want to share with the world.... cos it comes from the heart....
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