I was young and became aroused by male and female peers and friends.
I was young and became aroused by male and female peers and friends.
I'm not quite sure if I'm actually "BI", or if bisexuality is just one of facet of my whole sexuality. I won't go I to details on any of the other facets, but in first considered that I might have a BI side when I kept having these recurring thoughts about what it old be like to be with another male. I worked w 2 guys, not directly, but we worked in the same office and had business interactions almost daily. One of the guys was very "flamboyant" as they say, and the other guy was his best friend. I always wanted to screw up the courage to go and talk to them about their relationship, but never did.
so, one time, when my wife was away for a long weekend, I started surfing the net and found a gay website. Not a porn site, but more of a meeting place, similar to this site. I registered as "newbie" or something very cleaver like that, and poked around and found a chat room. I lurked for some time alternating between reading what was in the main room, and bouncing around to other rooms. I logged off and back on several times throughout the day, always just lurking
i finally logged on one of those time and swallowed up enough courage to type "hello", and got a smattering of greetings from the chatterers. One fellow asked to PM me, and when I figured out what he wanted, and then, how to do that, I agreed, and we chatted. He said he was also a newbie, and we chatted about what we were looking for. He said he wanted to experience his first by and to try and give one, and I said that I'd been wanting that as well.
so I had him come over to the house. I was surprised to see he looked kinda young 18-20, and was tall and thin and a redhead. We went into the bedroom and stood facing each other. He had shorts and a tank t, and I had jeans and a regular t. After a few awkward seconds of staring, I dropped to my knees and pulled down his shorts and underwear and slowly reached up and took my first male penis, that wasn't mine, and wasn't a kids that didn't need changing, into my hand. I stroked it a bit with a couple of fingers, then opened my mouth and put my lips around it. I worked on it for a few seconds with him standing, and then got up and led him to the bed, where he proceeded to sit down and then lay back, with his feet still touching the floor. I resumed the kneeling position and took him back into my mouth. After just a few minutes, he came in the back of my throat, no taste, no nothing.
we exchanged positions and he tried giving me a by, but after a few minutes said that he just want into it. And so we dressed and he left.
that left me with what has become an unquenchable desire to be with and pleasure a man with whatever talent I possess. I still LOVE women. Their curves, their softness, their scents and their minds (sorry, don't like dumb young hotties). And while I'm not turned on by just seeing men, clothed or not, I know what I want to do with then when the opportunity arises, and it feels natural to me to feel this way.
so, I guess that one skinny calico kid is when.
I stumbled across a bi porn film on the internet, a little while back. This got me more excited than any other thing in my life other than the first time I saw and ate & fucked my first woman. the film was about a white man getting topped by a bigger man who forced the guy to suck his cock while, the guy sucking had his girlfriend watch him with the other man, she was so wet and playing with herself telling him how hot it was seeing him turn bi to keep doing it, then things progressed and the man sucking cock was now on is hands and knees with the big guy getting ready to fuck his virgin ass. When the guy put his big cock in the guys tight ass, and the guy started moaning getting fucked like a girl it was almost too much, but what put me over the top was when he was getting fucked the girl made him eat her pussy and was still encouraging him and then I came.
After this it has progressed now to my wife using her toy in my ass and she did this the first time a week ago, for first time, then she sucked my cock as she fucked me with the toy, and then I came so strong, and it was in her mouth so I quickly kissed her before I chickened out, and tasted my own cum for the first time. I was surprised that I liked the taste and I wanted to for sure do this again.
I have to say that it is too much to exciting to think I am not possibly bi and just didn’t think about it until the porn got to me.
I was "born" hypersexual. My first experience was when I was about 5 with a friend my age. We were pretty much just exploring our bodies. I remember when he was coming over how excited I would feel knowing what we would be doing. I was masturbating and fantasizing about sex with both sexes shortly after this, probably 7 or 8. My first actual experience was when I was 35. It would have been earlier but at the time and place, there was a LOT of homophobia and sucking a dick could get you drug behind a pickup.
I went down on a man and liked it.
I realized it while watching hetero porn and when the women were giving amazing blowjobs I realized I wanted to do that too. That as years ago. Now I've admitted to myself I also love the bottom. I'm not in denial but I don't like to be just with a man. I prefer mmf and I've been having a great time with TS. Really great!
I was 12 and developed a crush on a friend. 20+ years later was my first taste of cock. I was comforting a friend after a tragic loss. We began kissing and then I recall getting on top of him and placing his cock in my ass. He came rather quickly. We both felt super guilty after. We were laying there naked as I had his cum dripping out of my ass. Then we decided whats done is done and we liked it so we had sex again. This time missionary. His female roomate walked in as he shot a second load in my ass. Busted!
I would put on my sister's nylons when I was 11 years and jack off. I got jagged off and came once by a friend when I was 13. But that was it. I was in a rock band & a DJ in the late 70's, meeting drunk females & males at closing time... so I had many opportunities to play with a guy in threesomes. One of my best friends was willing to have bi sex with me in a drunken 3some with a female. She was encouraging it. He was willing I wasn't. So i don't know what came over me a few years ago where it seemed like all of a sudden I became curious a few years ago. It took me over a year to act on my curiosities and then only with a passable tranny. I was afraid if I went with a guy the 1st time, I would chicken out. So the answer as to when I knew I was bi?..When I lifted the short dress of a tranny, pulled her dick out of her panties and I put it in my mouth.
When I watched a porn movie with Peter North. His loads are so huge, and he has such a nice looking cock.. I just wanted to swallow it all!
I had been sucking cock and loving it since age 13. I lost my hetero virginity at age 21 to a horny 29 year old divorcee and found out I love pussy too. Been enjoying both equally for the last 50 years!
Whats a bath house?
In the US there are a number of "private clubs" where for an entrance or membership fee men go for sex - most are gay. There used to be may such venues until the AIDs epidemic. Most closed. Some stayed open an continue o operate.
I like you had thoughts and desires about men and she ales. The amount of available porn just increased my urge as I often would jack off to gay porn. A few weeks ago I finally met a man on this site and went to his house for a meeting. He is a gay man and we discussed my desires and lack of experience. We'll being the great teacher that he is we ended up in his bedroom and we kissed, hug and both became very air roused, he suck my cock then I sucked his. We each swallowed the others cum feeling his cock explode in my mouth was so great.
You should follow you gut on this you will not be disappointed if you find a good teacher.
When I was a teenager, I once played strip poker with some friends and if you lost clothes covering the good parts, the person who won got a feel. I felt very uncomfortable at the time. In my early 30's, I got propositioned by a few gay or bi-curious people. I really had no interest. The last time, was a young smooth guy. I was in cycling shorts and I could see him looking. We got chatting about things and eventually asked if he could get a feel. I said no and he left shortly thereafter. After he left, I had this feeling what if and regretted me saying no and him leaving. I still wonder what would have happened and if it would have changed the course of my life. I think that near experience got me thinking about whether I was gay or not. I eventually realized that while I had strong preference for women (both sexually and emotionally), I was only sexually attracted to guys too and was in fact bi-curious (3 on the Kinsley scale). Eventually, I decided to go on some dating sites and started chatting with a few people like myself. After a few chickened out, I finally found somebody interested in meeting me. We got together, had a few drinks and took him back to my place for some good oral sex and I was then hooked. While I have only been with a few guys (still oral only, but I want more), I still am strongly attracted to guys and always look forward to my next get together.
It started when I was about 9 years old. An older family member coerced me into sucking his huge cock, I didn't like it at first. It went on for several years,he would always find me alone in the woods or in my room. I grew accustomed to it then began to like it. It pretty much stopped after he got married. As the years passed and I started to drink I started to fantasize about cock, I finally got up my nerve to start visiting adult book stores. It was so exciting getting sucked through the glory holes. And returning the favor with the thrill of possibly being caught if the cops raided the place. I quit drinking nine years ago and the urge to suck a nice clean cock while sober is driving me crazy. It's so hard to find someone trustworthy.
Funny, that's how it came to me as well, I was 18 when an older guy hit on me at work and grabbed my cock. I was in shock and wouldnt have said anything if someone didn't see it happen and tell the boss, he was let go. Funny thing was I wanted to see him again and began to fantasize about him and other men shortly after, I have hardly fantasized about women in over 20 yrs now.
I stumbled onto this web site through google, and after I read about 25 or so of the posts on this discussion forum I said, "Hey, wait a minute, I guess there really are people who like both. Maybe it isn't just either or but a whole spectrum of things people like and dislike sexually."
Well that and growing up as a child I was always facscinated by genitals, I don't know what I was "putting out there" but I've had (at various stages of life) girls, boys and men (maybe women too but they seem sort of shy you know) just want to show me their sex.. and I was strangely fascinated .. it was actually sort of weird..and sort of sad but looking back on it "sex" (and for me confusion over gender role) has ALWAYS been a part of my life.
Of course, there is no reason to despair over that really..it's mostly in the past..I'm not sure if I am "comfortable" being "submissive" or not, at times yes, at times no. I think if i didn't label things, and society at large wouldn't be so dualistic it wouldn't be so bad.
Of course you don't have to be dominate or submissive to be bisexual..as a matter of fact it's probably counter-productive as a bisexual.
Last edited by elian; May 26, 2014 at 8:19 AM.
I discovered my bi side very unusually. I was surfing the web looking a porn when i was about 18 or 19. Up until this point i had never thought about sex with anyone other than girls. While i was surfing there where pop-up windows advertising shemale porn. At first and for a long time i was repulsed and not interested at all and would immediately close the window and continue on to the str8 porn. Well a few years prior i was curious about anal and played with my own ass just to understand what was so interesting about it....well i enjoyed it and became very interested in anal with women. Well, i took the same approach with shemale porn one day and wanted to understand how anyone could find that hot or erotic. While i was surfing this weird trans porn i noticed that i started to get very aroused and even masturbated to it. The more i found the more i liked.
Eventually it moved to looking at bi porn and i realized that i might be bi. I am still not really attracted to guys physically or emotionally, but i am definitely interested in cock and ass. I finally had to try it for myself and found a local gloryhole to try anonymous cock. I loved it. The feeling of a hard cock in my hand that wasn't my own, feeling it pulse when he came, the taste. I was so hard and turned on, i loved every minute of it. I even fucked a guy the first time i went. The rest is history!
I discovered my bi side very unusually. I was surfing the web looking a porn when i was about 18 or 19. Up until this point i had never thought about sex with anyone other than girls. While i was surfing there where pop-up windows advertising shemale porn. At first and for a long time i was repulsed and not interested at all and would immediately close the window and continue on to the str8 porn. Well a few years prior i was curious about anal and played with my own ass just to understand what was so interesting about it....well i enjoyed it and became very interested in anal with women. Well, i took the same approach with shemale porn one day and wanted to understand how anyone could find that hot or erotic. While i was surfing this weird trans porn i noticed that i started to get very aroused and even masturbated to it. The more i found the more i liked.
Eventually it moved to looking at bi porn and i realized that i might be bi. I am still not really attracted to guys physically or emotionally, but i am definitely interested in cock and ass. I finally had to try it for myself and found a local gloryhole to try anonymous cock. I loved it. The feeling of a hard cock in my hand that wasn't my own, feeling it pulse when he came, the taste. I was so hard and turned on, i loved every minute of it. I even fucked a guy the first time i went. The rest is history!
my journey started early. all the kids in the neighborhood played "doctor" from an early age. as a group we would hide behind the trash enclosures, count to three and all drop our bottoms. there was never any touching just "oohs" and "ahs" and "lookie". the guys weewees were like mine, nothing special at the time. when i started at a new school i made a friend whose father kept a large stash of Playboys in their basement. we'd pull them out and gape at the bunnies boobs and giggle and compare then to our teachers and classmates. he also taught me how to play poker and our group would play strip poker with the girls. when a girl lost a hand she usually got up and walked away. when a guy lost one; the coward and chicken calls poured out the rest of us until he took something off. and we did play until there was a clear winner with more than a few wieners proudly(?) displayed. i think that's when i first started paying attention to them and noticing the differences (cut, uncut, etc.) of course the showers after gym classes, even at that age; became a show n' tell as we paraded our "manhood" around. i also had to take the city buses home from school and while waiting downtown we would go into the restrooms to sneak peaks at the centerfolds in the janitors closet. he caught us a couple of times but didn't say anything, just closed the door and grinned. a couple of the older guys would look at us when we used the urinals but nothing ever happened. elementary school was so much fun.
eventually our family moved away and things calmed down for a bit until my hormones kicked in. the constant hardons were crazy but luckily i had kept a few of the centerfolds and a an old Nat Geo i became particularly fond of. i had also found my "bibles" buried in the basement, "Everything You Wanted to Know About Sex*", read that paperback over and over for months as well as my "The Sensual Man" and "The Sensual Woman" discoveries. don't know if they were hidden or forgotten, but i didn't care. they were great reads for a 13 year old. Christmas was great for me to as mom would always put the holiday issues of Playboy and Penthouse in dads stocking. he never hid them that well and i always could get them when i needed to. what became a gold mind for me was when dad gave mom a Playgirl in her stocking. after waiting a month or so I pulled it out of my mothers panty drawer and began to look through it. Didn't go for the pics at first but when i got to them, when i got to them, wow. the well tanned, muscular and very well endowed man in front of me caused my to glup! i had never seen a cock that large! that photo spread and centerfold i still remember to this day (and may explain my fascination with hot air balloons too, i guess!). while i still enjoyed my dads mags, i never missed a chance to see the latest Playgirl that my mom got.
as i said she had them in with her underwear and, well that started me down another path of my sex ed. i still remember the morning she was pulling a sweater out of my dresser and out came flying a pair of her panties and pantyhose. mom just looked at me while my bratty little brother was giggling. she just picked them up, said to leave them alone and walked out of the room. she never said anything else about it which i still find strange. of course i didn't. at that time i could still fit into her dresses and i played dress up whenever i could. i'd get dolled up, grab one of her mags and jerk off while i pretended the hot stud was pounding me. our fridge always seemed to be out of carrots due to the number i used as dildos. and while dressed i would use my dads mags and would become a lesbian for an afternoon. Just different carrots.
as i grew out of both my and her clothes, my focus changed to high school and college age girls and a more "normal" hetero sex life. i lost my virginity one night after a campus beerfest to a girl who was tired of waiting to lose hers. we stayed together for a couple of months and went our separate ways (classic cliche). but the tug of what i had experienced as a teenage was starting call to me very strongly. it was just a short matter of time until my first, real, bi encounter.
and that's another story.
I remember being at the shower pavilion at the beach when I was young, and saw some older guy, naked, taking a shower and was very fascinated by his cock just dangling there.
I was about twelve maybe thirteen my brother was ten or eleven. We started playing some pretending we were secret agents thing that somehow turned into we had to be decontaminated so we would lay in our own beds completely naked under the covers. That went on for a while then I suggested that we get completely naked in separate rooms, after a while I ran into the room he was in, he tried to cover up and I wrestled him onto the couch all the while we were laughing. We sat on the couch for a while comparing cocks, my brother has this great curve that I now wish he had fucked me with cause it would totally hit my p spot. While comparing cocks we were playing with our own cocks and they were getting hard. They were so different that I suggested that we touch each other to see if they felt different which of course got us harder. We played with our cocks for a while and I suggested we try sucking each other and it felt incredible. We continued to suck each other for almost a year we tried anal but never figured it out, if only we had thought of lube! One day he was sucking me and he brought me to my first orgasm, I came in his mouth and he ran to the bathroom to spit it out and wash his mouth out. Sadly it came to an end that day I was shocked I had never cum before and I was scared and after an unexpected mouth full of cum so was he. To this day I wish it had continued longer. We never talked about it but to this day I jerk of an fantasize about giving him a blow job and taking his load.
I found out I was bi the first time I went to an adult bookstore. I was 19 and wanted to watch some porn. My friend told me about the booths, drop in a quarter and watch porn. So I went and got some change and started watching porn. I never saw gay porn, but that is mostly what was playing. I liked it. I didn't even notice the guy across the hall was watching me and was stroking his very nice cock. He waived me over and I started touching it and was amazed by the feeling. He asked me if I wanted to suck it so I said OK and went down on him. He came soon after and that was the first time I tasted cum, been addicted ever since. He then sucked me off while fingering my ass, which probably led to me being mostly a bottom.. Love sex with men, love sex with women..
I knew when I was 11 or 12 that I was wired differently. I had crushes on boys and girls. When I got a little older and started having sex, I didn't really have a problem with the thought of sucking dick or eating pussy. In fact I thought it was pretty cool I could go either way.
At 22, I had an MFM, & I can still recall the profound sense of being fully & completely who I was.......
I started to figure it out in college.
I knew guys who were gay, but I didnt think I was. i was fine with their life syyle, but it wasn't mine.
Then, I started to realize that there were things I like that were generally comsidered gay. i like some thing in my ass. i liked my cock being sucked. It didn't have to be a female sucking my cock to get me off. it could be a guy.
It took a lot of years, but I finally tried it, and it was great. i loved playing with his cock and balls. Tease him. Make him hard. Make him cum. Very hot.
Then he made me cum. fantastic.
Now, not sure where I am. Like this in between.
I'd had crushes on guys since my pre-teen years. I didn't start questioning my sexuality till I was in college and a sorority sister came out to me (no, I wasn't attracted to her, nor she to me; she just got me thinking). I put it aside and had heterosexual relationships and fleeting crushes on female friends and coworkers.
I've been pretty sexually adventurous, but I didn't have my first FMF experience till two years ago. I was at a dungeon (yes, I'm kinky, too) having a very hot scene with a gorgeous Dom. His female sub came over and started playing with me, and eventually we traded places. I had a couple other experiences with the two of them. Lots of fun, but I was in a bad headspace to be with anyone.
Four months ago, I finally started acknowledging my bisexuality. I'm out to about 10 close friends, who have been very cool about it. I did lose one friend I came out to, but there were other factors involved.
I'm now in a relationship with another woman and happier than I've ever been in any relationship I've had with a guy. That's not to say I may not be happy with a man ever again. It's just that there are more important factors than gender to me.
"Fire shines brighter in the darkness." -- Suzanne Collins, "Mockingjay"
"Life's a game made for everyone, and love is the prize." -- Avicii, "Wake Me Up"
First ever time I saw hardcore gay porn photos. A month before my 12th birthday Interracial and the black guy was really cute. And his dick was at least 10 inches long. Those photos brought out my inner gay desires. All at once and turbocharged with sexual lust as intense as any I have felt in my entire life.
I knew I was hot for girls before then. And my 5 minutes with those gay photos and that hot dude's huge black monster dick convinced me I was born to feel hot for guys too.
Was fine with it then and am fine with it now. We bisexuals are the lucky ones!!!
I knew the moment I first saw a hardcore gay porn magazine. A month before my 12th birthday and a month after my little boy dick grew into a big 8 inch dick. It was an interracial gay porn mag and the black guy was cute and he had a huge monster dick so I also knew I was a size queen and a big black cock slut at that same moment as well. And I believe everyone is bisexual to some degree - anywhere on the scale from almost totally straight to almost totally gay but nobody is 100% one or the other.
For me it started at the age of 5 with a guy friend (same age) showing our undies to each other... At that age we didn't know what we were doing or why but it felt good... Over time and with other partners I figured it all out... GREAT times...
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