Re: I wrote a lot, spare me.
When I was 14, my best friend's sister kissed me. She and her family were moving to Philadelphia and I went to her house to say goodbye to them and she asked me if she could do something to me that she's always wanted to do.. she met up with me in her room (she went to the bathroom first) and she sat me on her bed, put her hands on my shoulders, leaned down and and kissed me. My first reaction was pushing her away and cussing at her, asking why she would do that to me, and I was furious, because up until then I had had this fear of discovering that I was a lesbian.. my father really doesn't like homosexuals and bisexuals.. but then my friend gave me this face that said she was sorry and she told me she wouldn't do it again, and she left the room, and I called my dad to pick me up from her house.
After she moved away I didn't know whether or not to call her or to say I was sorry and tell her that I was (after a while) okay with what she did, but soon enough she came to visit during my sophomore year of high school cus she was attending Rutgers New Brunswick, we met at night and I let her in through my window cus I was never allowed to have friends over. That night we talked about the kiss and what it meant, and I told her she could kiss me again to see how it would feel and if I would like it this time.. we ended up making out on my computer chair and she rubbed my clit and tried to finger me until I came. It was the first time I had ever orgasmed from another person. And I liked it.. a lot. The End.