looking for answers

hello i just join today
please go easy on me since am still virgin and still not sure if am Bi or not

so i live on this county where i cant talk with girls cos its forbidden unless i got married then i can have sex and as u said before am still virgin
so i love girls and i want to sleep for them

but there is something about mature people i really love am talking 40 both women and men

about men i don't know i always have this idea of imagine them naked old and kinda fatty even when am at school i start picture my teacher or any old guy on the street

then i found out i can use broxxy and open porn sites " yes its blocked here "
so i saw naked women and am loving it
but then i saw old men penis and loved it as well but i don't know! it feels weird
i think it feels nice and sweet

so i had this idea to try and suck or lick old fatty mature men cos they are so hot but am scared they want to fuck later and i dont want that

so am i bi or what? or just curious ? or maybe i wanna see the male naked because i cant see girls here ? i really dont know


this is my yahoo if you want to add me Mazin1254@yahoo.com

thanks

Welcome, Mazin

You may find your answers, here.

You have a lot of desires to explore, but apparently are not free to do so. Nothing makes a person want to do something more, than when you are told you CAN'T!

I have known and worked with several people from Saudi Arabia, Pakistan, Jordan, Egypt, and I know your laws are very strict, regarding sexuality. I feel that I should tell you that your computer may be monitored and it may be very dangerous for you to discuss these issues.

I hope you find your answers, but please be careful who you talk, to about your desires!

It may be a while before you discover what you feel and if it is a curious thought or a fact of your life. Many here have had the same thoughts and over time discovered who we are, others found with a single encounter they are not bi. Be very careful as Realist stated. While I was in graduate school there was a woman who was from Iraq and had made the decision she would never go back due to the restrictive nature of her homeland. She was dressed very conservatively often in a skirts to about her knees, would wear blouses that showed little or no cleavage but exposed her arms and did wear some makeup. She showed me a single photo of a family gathering, pointed herself out and her eyes were the only part of her that was visible. She stated her brothers would have killed her for the families honor and was not joking about it. The lack of freedom may not be understood completely by many of us here but we do understand the some of the dangers you experience from the historic past of other countries we live in. Please be careful along your journey