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  1. Best Worst Day - Part IV

    [FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]And then he came. Holy shit... did he cum or what? I'm doing my best to not gag and choke on all that dick down my throat and I felt him swell then heard and felt him moaning against my dick and the next thing I knew, I could feel his spunk just sliding down my throat as his dick was pumping really strongly. Since my finger was still in his ass, I could feel his hole squeezing my finger pretty hard every time his dick pumped and it even had the nerve to hurt, too!

    I came - hard. So hard that it made my balls hurt and my asshole hurt even more since he still had a finger in me. I was so lost in all of the feelings that it again seemed like I blinked - and he was pulling his dick out of my mouth and had let go of mine.

    "God damn, man!" he gasped. "Holy fucking shit! You're better than Tyrone said you were! You're even better than he is!"

    I actually felt some pride wash over me but now I was back to being too aware of where we were and my "fear" was screaming at me to get the fuck out of this place full of dead people!

    "I gotta get outta here," I said, getting to my feet and pulling my pants and underwear up.

    "I'm right behind you," he said and I kinda like that we both shared that fear of cemeteries.

    We got the fuck outta there in a hurry and before we split off, I told him, "Oh, when you see Ty? Tell him I'm looking for him..."

    That was on Monday. I didn't run into Ty until Thursday. I knew he was avoiding me and knew why I was looking for him... and it wasn't because I wanted to suck his dick. Well, um, yeah, I did want to but that wasn't the point. I cussed him out something fierce about him telling his boys what we had done and it was all I could do not to punch his lights out. Oh, he apologized... and I wasn't hearing any of it. He offered to make it up to me... by suggesting that I could fuck him and I actually thought about taking him up on that but realized that all that would do was to have his boys running me down so we could fuck.

    "You can forget us ever doing anything again," I said. "And if you tell anyone else, the next time you see me coming, you know what's gonna happen... and ya might not even see me coming." I was so pissed off at him but, at the same time, if he hadn't blabbed about what we had done, I wouldn't have had the day I had on Monday... and a day that, once I had a chance to really sit and think about it, was both the best and worse day I'd ever had.
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  2. Best Worst Day - Part III

    [FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]Now, the other guys? I didn't know them that well... but this guy? I knew about him; we had gotten into a small fight during gym and playing basketball and while I got the better of him - thanks to my martial arts training - well, it wasn't by much. I wasn't afraid of him but I sure as fuck didn't want to get into another fight with him.

    "Lemme guess - Tyrone told you, right?" I said.

    "Yeah, he did," the guy said while rubbing the very obvious - and big - erection in his pants. "The other guys said you were good and you got a big dick so, let's do this so I can find out for myself."

    "Where?" I asked, looking around where we were standing... and seeing that the only possible place to go was the cemetery across the street. I saw that he was looking where I was and he said, "Shit... I hate cemeteries!"

    "Me, too," I said, feeling a cold shiver running through me. "But that's the only place unless you wanna wait?"

    "Does this look like I wanna wait?" he asked, rubbing his cock through his pants. "Look... I don't wanna fight you; my fucking arm still hurts from what you did that day... but I wanna suck some dick and want mine sucked, so..."

    Shit... I would have rather fought him or waited until later but I couldn't take my eyes off of the bulge in his pants and I didn't have to see him to know where his eyes were. Fuck! The "bad" part was I wanted very much to suck his dick and the worst part was my "fear" of cemeteries... but off we went anyway. We were on the side of the huge place that was the most secluded and in an area that was well known for kids to go and make out; once there, there was nothing else to be said.

    The guy pulled his pants and underwear down and I heard myself gasp a little as his hard dick sprang free; it was long and fat and I shivered because I could feel my asshole quivering at the thought of having in it me. I was so focused on his dick that I didn't even notice he had undid my pants and yanked them down until I had almost fallen over.

    "Damn, yeah, that's a nice dick!" he said as he fondled my balls; my hand automatically did the same to him and to me it was like I blinked - then we were on the ground and going at each other like our lives depended on it. He was thrusting into my mouth so hard and fast that I couldn't keep up with him and it was messing up my own thrusts into his mouth but, damn, his dick felt so good in my mouth! I could taste his pre-cum on my tongue and there was a lot of it; more sweet than salty and the size of his dick was starting to make my jaw muscles ache.

    In these moments, time always seemed to slow down or just stop; I was aware of my surroundings but not really since I could still smell that "cemetery smell" over the hot and musky scent in my nose. I moaned around his dick when I felt him shoving a finger into my ass... and I didn't hesitate to do the same to him and even thought that I might get "lucky" and he'll want to fuck me... and just thinking about that big dick in my ass made me shiver in a nice way. All my finger did was make him fuck into my mouth even more until I had all of his dick down my throat...

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  3. Best Worst Day - Part II

    [FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]I could have said no but that might have started a fight and getting suspended for fighting, well, let's just say that I didn't want to have to explain to my mother why I got suspended for fighting. I wasn't all that worried about having to fight the guy; I could take care of myself very well in that regard. The next class was gym and it was that guy's next class as well. Once the class was over and the gym teacher sent us to the showers - and the school allowed extra time for showering after gym so being late to a next class wasn't going to be an issue - the guy waited until most of the other guys had showered and left before coming over to where my locker was and sticking his rather big dick in my face.

    "Come on, let's do this before we get busted!" he said, pushing his cock knob against my lips while groping me... and my dick was seriously hard. I opened my mouth and we somehow managed to wind up on the floor sucking the daylights out of each other. I came first and he was a few seconds behind me - and just in time, too, because the gym teacher was coming in to get any stragglers to hurry up and leave. By the time he got to where my locker was, the two of us were finished and getting dressed and as we left, he said that I was as good at sucking dick as Ty said I was - and then he thanked me!

    My fourth period was lunch... and I didn't get to eat lunch, well, food; two more of Ty's road partners had cornered me outside of the cafeteria and made it clear that I was gonna suck both of them off or they were gonna tell everyone about Ty and me. Because we could leave the school grounds for lunch, shit, the three of us wound up in the woods across the street from the school and I found myself lying on the ground with one guy's dick in my mouth while the other guy sucked on mine. I sucked the guy off and they changed places; I felt good but a little scared as the second guy fucked my mouth and shot his load while I shot mine in the first guy's mouth.

    "Damn, you are good at this!" the first guy had said as we made our way back to school. "Ty wasn't lying!"

    I was at the point in my day where I no longer gave a fuck. It wasn't that I really kept being a cock sucker a secret but, again, I knew how nasty some kids got if anyone was even falsely accused of being gay... but that asshole Tyrone obviously told all of his boys about what we had done... and they wanted some, too. On the other hand, I had now sucked off three dicks and at school, too; there had to be something good about that despite the "danger" of being singled out as a faggot and drawing the ire of the real bullies. Then I "fucked up;" I was in my next class with a double load of sperm in my stomach and had said to myself, "What else can go wrong today?"

    Yeah... I shouldn't have said that. I'd made it through the rest of my school day without any further confrontations and had almost put the day out of my mind when, as I was leaving the school for the long walk home, the last of Tyrone's boys caught up with me and simply said, "You know what I want, right? Yeah, I heard all about you so..."[/SIZE][/FONT]
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  4. Best Worst Day - Part I

    [FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]I remember the day I learned that guys don't just "kiss and tell" with girls - they do it with guys, too! It was during my junior year in high school and while I don't completely remember how we got to talking about sucking dick, I do remember us talking about it for a few days before we decided to go ahead and do it. Even though he had confessed that it wasn't his first time - but the first time in a long time - for me, it was just another day since, while we talked about it, I had traded blow jobs with five other guys.

    "Tyrone" and I got together on a Saturday afternoon at his house and spent almost the entire afternoon sucking each other off and by the time I headed home, I was sure my dick wasn't gonna get hard for at least a week and I imagined feeling all of his spunk I'd swallowed sloshing around in my belly.

    Monday comes around, back in school and with my afternoon with Tyrone forgotten already; as classes were changing, a guy comes over to me and asks, "Is it true that you and Ty were sucking dick the other day?"

    Oh, my God! I can't even begin to describe how I felt at that moment! It wasn't exactly feeling afraid but I could feel my knees shaking and my stomach was doing backflips. I didn't know the guy personally but I knew I'd seen him hanging with Tyrone at times. I went from being shook up to mortified to being very pissed off and told the guy I didn't know what he was talking about but I guess the dude figured that I was gonna say that because he mentioned the birthmark I have on my left hip... and the only way he could have known about that was if someone who had seen it had told him.

    I was mortified again to be caught in a fib but played it all off by saying, "It was no big deal..." while thinking that if/when I saw him, there was gonna be some shit hopping off!

    The guy said, "Whatever. I wanna know if it was true because I wanna get some of that, ya know?"

    Huh? I'd seen guys who were into this get outed and badly bullied and I expected that now it was my turn in the meat grinder but, no - he wasn't trying to bully me: He wanted us to suck each other off! I'm standing there trying to get my head around this when he said, "Look, we gotta get to class... but meet me on the smoking court after class!"

    I didn't want to meet him but I also had to contain this so I just nodded and headed off to class. I was so consumed by the confrontation that I wasn't really paying attention in class and almost got caught flat-footed when the teacher asked me a question.

    But, yeah - after class an in that 15 minutes the school allowed for us to take a small break before lunch, I met the guy on the smoking court... and we snuck off to the refreshment stand on our football field and once there, the guy pulled his dick out and told me to hurry up and get mine out so we could do this and get back for our next classes. We were in a furious 69 on the floor of the refreshment stand and I'd forgotten all about Tyrone ratting me out as we sucked each other until we both exploded.

    I'd barely made it to my next class on time, having stopped in the lavatory to rinse my mouth out and wash my face. I was still distracted by all of this but by the time class was over, I'd decided to not let it keep bothering me... but I was still gonna punch Tyrone in the face. The bell had rung, classes were changing and, damn it, another guy I knew was a partner with Tyrone rolled up on me and he didn't even bother to ask me if what Ty and me had done was true or not; he just came out and said, "Come on - we're gonna do it, too..." and even though he didn't say it, I heard the "or else" in his words.[/SIZE][/FONT]
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  5. I want to get hammered with big cocks in any position while getting my mouth full.

    by , Feb 27, 2021 at 8:29 PM (Lets be truthful with everything you wish/dream for up front.)
    Im a 43 year old bisexual guy and would love to have a three or foursome with guys, girls, or shemales. I'd love to ride 2 dicks while getting my month full. I would love having fun using whatever toys they have.

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  6. Cock size

    I use to think that I had an average size cock growing up but most of my friends all had bigger cocks than mine never bothered me back then but thinking back I sure did want to suck a couple of my friends who had about 6.5 7 7.5 and the biggest friend I had was sporting a 8 inch thick cock. Now that I'm older and have been on this site I think that my 5.25 cock is actually small because most of what I'm seeing are at least 6.5 or larger. A female friend of mine had sex with me and I asked her is my cock small she replied yes but she preferred a cock between 5_6 inches and took me to never think that I don't have enough to satisfy a woman because I do. So tell me is my cock really that small?
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  7. How transexuals helped me accept my bisexuality (Oct 9, 2019 11:18 AM)

    When I was in my teens , in the 70's, I was as horny as any other male teen. I would jerk off to my older brother's porn magazines (some of them were hardcore). It was the hardcore mags that got me curious about having sex with men. Seeing women having sex got me instantly hard and me having sex with the single mother of two who lived next door helped to solidify my interest in women, but looking at the stiff cocks and the women getting fucked in their pussy and ass got me wondering what it would be like to get fucked and to suck a cock. Once in a while i would fake being sick so I could stay home from school. After everyone was gone I would dress in my mothers bra, panties, stockings and wig and jerk off!

    After graduating from high school I spent four years in the army. During my time in the army I fucked a few women but didn't get into any serious relationships. With less than a year to go on my enlistment I would sometimes go to the local drive-in. They had three screens that were back to back in a triangle and you would drive around the perimeter until you got to the screen you wanted. One screen would sometimes have an x-rated movie showing. This one time the sign said the movie featured Sulka. I figured that Sulka must be someone special for her to be featured like that. I bought my ticket, drove to the appropriate screen, pulled out my dick and waited for Sulka to do her thing. When she appeared I figured that it was her by the kind of Asian facial features. She had a beautiful voluptuous body! Big tits, curvy body, ample ass and a big cock. I was not expecting the cock! I was mesmerized watching her! I shot my load three time while watching that movie!

    I was soon out of the army and I moved back in with my parents until I got a job and saved enough money to get a place of my own. I would go to the local adult bookstore and go into the viewing booths to watch porn and jerk off. Sometimes it would be straight porn and other times it would be "tranny" or "shemale" porn as it was known as at that time. Most times while leaving the ABS I would look across the street at the lingere store and wonder what kind of good stuff they had in there. One night I went into the lingere store. I was the only customer at that time and I was greeted by a very pretty blonde woman named "Mandy". (not her real name) She was dressed in a white blouse, tan knee length skirt with pantyhose or stockings and white high heels. She asked me what I was interested in and I told her that I was more curious than anything. She smiled and said that she appreciated my honesty because most men that come in alone are simply curious but say that they are looking for something to get their girlfriend or wife. I told her that I was unattached and her smile got a little wider.

    Mandy showed me the few things that they had for men. I decided to try on a pair of blue satin bikini briefs. As she was leading me to the dressing room she told me that the women's version were pink and that was the only difference. I stripped down and put on the underwear and they felt so good that I quickly had a raging hard-on. Mandy was just outside of the dressing room door telling me to "come on out so I can see how they look". I opened the door and stepped out. She told me to spin around and I did. She looked down at my crotch and said "they must feel really good". I know my face had to be red (I get embarrassed easily) and I said "yeah, they REALLY do". I got dressed, paid for the item and went home. When I got home it was a good thing that I looked at the receipt before throwing it away. Mandy wrote her name and phone number on it.

    I called her the next morning. Mandy didn't have to work that night but I did. I told her that I worked from four until midnight as security at a local factory. I wanted to meet before I went to work but she had lots of errands to run. We agreed to meet at an all night diner near my job. I pulled into the parking lot and got out of my car and when she saw me she exited hers. She surprised me with a hug and kiss and we entered the diner. We were shown to a table in the corner by ourselves. I sat in the booth and she slid in next to me instead of across the table from me. Mandy looked great! She wore her hair up, a light blue blouse, a black skirt that was just above mid thigh, black stockings and heels. She asked about my day and I told her. I asked about hers and she told me about her errands then started talking about er job. She mentioned a man that would come in and purchase women's lingere for himself. She asked me what I thought about that. I think I surprised her when I said that could be sexy as hell if it was done the right way. She asked me what I meant and I told her that his hair should be styled like a woman or wear a wig, no facial hair, make up done tastefully, good taste in clothes and removal of body hair. Mandy looked around to make sure nobody could see and she took my hand and placed it in her thigh. she then pushed it up higher until my hand rested on her erect penis! She then asked me "What do you think of that"? I looked into her beautiful brown eyes, said "That is beautiful" and kissed her. I paid the check and we left. In the parking lot she asked "your place or mine"? I explained my situation and soon followed her to her place.

    We got in her apartment and our clothes flew off! Up to that day I never had any sex with a man. Now here I was; kissing, stroking, sucking, licking and fucking with a full time crossdresser! I swallowed my first load of cum! She was the first person to lick and suck on my nipples. When she was clothed she looked completely female. When she was naked she looked like a flat chested woman with a penis. She even had a woman's voice. I found out later that she was nine years older than me and she started dressing shortly after high school. I asked her if she was taking hormones and she said no. Mandy explained that the guys she knew that were transitioning to female that were taking hormones either couldn't attain an erection or had difficulty getting it up. She liked her hard cock too much to give it up!

    On the third occasion that we got together(at my new apartment) we had finished another round of mind blowing sex when I asked her if she wanted to fuck me. She explained that she was a bottom and that she was perfectly happy just getting fucked. She did start fingering my ass when giving me a blowjob though.

    One day when we were both off work I was at Mandy's place and I was rubbing her thigh and I said that I liked that feel of her stockings. Mandy lead me into the bathroom where we took a shower. She kept her razor and shaving cream on a shelf in the shower. She shaved me from the neck down. We then dried off and she had me sit at her make-up table. She applied make-up and put a wig on me. She was maybe an inch shorter than me and our bodies were similar so her clothes fit me. My cock really got hard when I pulled the stockings on my freshly shaved legs! Mandy then proceeded to phone a friend of hers and invited that friend over for a threesome. I thought her friend was going to be another crossdresser but it was a regular man. Mandy introduced us and she started french kissing him. I got hard again watching them and she pulled "Joe" over to me. Mandy started french kissing me when I felt two hands on my ass, one was Mandy's and one was Joe's. I had never kissed a regular guy before but when I turned my head to look at Joe he dove right in. Mandy stepped back and watched us kissing and groping each other. I dropped to my knees and as I was pulling his pants down I was thinking that Mandy set this up so I could get fucked. I pulled his pants and underwear down together and was greeted with the biggest cock i had ever seen in my life! Mandy knelt down beside me and asked if I wanted that cock in my ass. I told her that I didn't want one that big to be my first. We both worked on his cock orally until Mandy had me lay down and she got on top of me in a 69 and we sucked each other while Joe fucked her!

    Mandy and I slowly drifted apart. Joe moved in with her full time. They would call and invite me over for a threesome from time to time and I always went. I eventually hooked up with a man on an AOL chatroom and he fucked me for the first time!

    Thanks to Sulka and Mandy I was able to get over any misgivings I had about engaging in sex with men!
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  8. During my Army years part 1

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    [COLOR=#000000]When I was stationed some 30 years ago in Fort Bragg are used to go to the nearby mall. Not really to Cruz but just walking around, but I soon found out then it was a cruising place. After going there a few times and seeing some cocks in the bathroom I noticed one guy while I people watched would go to the bathroom several times over a few hours. He was a very cute guy about 18 kinda tall and decent build. Through watching I found out he worked at the candy kiosk in the middle... so over the next few visits I would look for him and go buy something and started talking some since I always went when it was not busy. So I also started to go to the restroom in hopes of finding him there and I did a couple times washing his hands before he left... [/COLOR]
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    [COLOR=#000000]Then the day came that he was watching me I went into the restroom and someone came in shortly after. There was a small hole just the right place that you could see movement through and the guy went into the next stall. I saw movements and shadows so looking I could see him jerking his cock! Few mins past and a note came under the stall, it said come and get some candy![/COLOR]
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    [COLOR=#000000]He left and soon after I did and went to get some candy... so he knew me and I knew him... little goofy comments about what’s the best hard candy to suck on LOL! It was getting towards closing time so I asked what he was doing after work he said nothing... so I said you want to grab a soda or something he said “yeah sure”. He said he would let his ride know not to come pick him up right a way. I said well what area you live in he told me and I said well that’s on my way home and I could drop him off. He said ok great and he met me in the parking lot about 10 mins later.[/COLOR]
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    [COLOR=#000000]He gets in the car and I said so where to? He said let run through the drive thru for some sodas. We her our sodas and he directs me to a place he knows close by the is dark and quiet. I park and turn the car off leaving the radio on low. We talk a little and then I suggest we get in the back seat. We do and just start rubbing each other through our clothes... I undue my pants and he does dropping the pant to our knees both of our cocks nice and hard. Mutually stroking each other and then he leans over and takes the tip of my cock into his mouth and starts to suck me.... he was really doing go good felt amazing but I wanted some of his cock too so when he took a break I had him lean back and let me work on his young hard cock.[/COLOR]
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    [COLOR=#000000]We took turns back and forth sucking each other in the back of the car... while he was sucking me I was getting close and told him and he went even more intense telling me he wanted me to cum in his mouth... I soon started to explode the feeling was amazing feeling my cock deep down his throat as he swallowed my big thick hot load! Right after he finished I went down on him he was pre cumming so much and tasted so good! Was only about a minute of sucking him and he shot his load in my mouth, it was not a huge load but was tasty! We chilled a bit and then I went to take him home. He had me drop him off at the opening of his community and told be to come by his work again soon.[/COLOR]
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    [COLOR=#000000]I stopped by a few time just to say hi and plan something and about a week later I had my place free so I stopped and told him and he said he could come over that afternoon. He came over about an hour later a little small talk and went to my room immediately we stripped down and got on the bed... we got into 69 that was so hot! I asked him if he was into anal and he said he never did it but didn’t think he would want fucked but could try fucking me if I wanted.... well I was all game for that... I grabbed a condom and some lube.... started out doggie and it didn’t take too long before he was balls deep inside me... it felt really good and then modified position so I was laying face down as he gave me long deep strokes of his young cock.... he was getting close so we switched it up and I had him lay back and mounted the young strapping lad.... I rode his cock to my pleasure for what must of been 20 minutes. I picked up the pace grinding my ass on his cock making it hit the right spot until I exploded all over his face and chest! My ass clamping his cock made him cum and I could feel his pulsing cock shooting his cum... [/COLOR]
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    [COLOR=#000000]Now for a wild bit... everyday I use to play racquetball with a group... one day I walk in to play and here is the guy... it was Billy the guy from the candy Kiosk! I was like wtf! Turns out that Billy was my boss’s kid...[/COLOR]
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