cuckyoung11
Apr 16, 2013, 7:56 PM
Hi everyone the update I am about give you all is about my own exploration into playing with other guys, my adventures ran parallel to my wife fucking her guys and me still seeing other women too.
since we first started all this in about 2008 I had always been interested in sucking cock, I never really wanted to get sucked or do anything else other than be the sucker, in truth I like how submissive I feel doing this to another guy, my complete list of experiences are as follows:
First guy first time experience was during a threesome, I licked his balls whilst he fucked my wife and then briefly sucked him (with condom) before guiding him into her pussy he was average size and when he came I rubbed it into her breasts.
Second guy and another threesome, this one had a really long cock I sucked him on his back (with condom) then he fucked my wife.
Third guy this one was during a foursome I sucked him without a condom and licked his cock whilst he had his wife doggy style, he tasted great and it was very smooth, we both sucked each other but neither came, we tried snogging to please his wife and I totally hated it.
Fourth guy this was my first real cuck and bull situation we met him whilst working away and he would come to our hotel room and fuck the hell out of my wife (one I was not there he fucked her too), he made her make noises I had never heard, had a big cock and knew how to use it and enjoyed the power, I mostly used to just watch but eventually I started licking his balls whilst he fucked her and one time he put me on my knees and I made him cum with my mouth and then another he lay on his back and he kissed my wife whilst I made him cum again all with a condom, this was my first taste of sub and I liked it.
Fifth guy a threesome but all I did was put the condom on him and guide him into her then watch them fuck.
Sixth guy and first solo experience he was Bi. I went to his and he sucked me till I came (with a condom) and then I sucked him, what I had not expected in this encounter is that he would want to suck me I reluctantly let him as I wanted to get my go sucking him but after I came I lost my motivation but felt guilty, so I sucked him as planned this was much harder for me to do and made me feel really really sub (he came with a condom) and I never saw him again as I don't like to be sucked and he lived far.
Seventh guy and second solo experience also Bi, He lived local and I went to his and sucked made him cum (in a condom) and then left, did not see him again as he was weird to talk with!
Eighth guy and third solo experience this guy was gay I met him on Grindr had never been with a gay guy so was naturally worried but wanted to try it and as it was just me sucking him with a condom it was pretty safe, he was very dominant and literally made me his bitch, he lay on his back and I sucked him but he was grabbing my head and pushing me down on him at one point I could not breathe and I then felt him start to fill the condom. I left and although I enjoyed I ideally wanted a Bi married guy so never went back.
Ninth guy and fourth solo experience another gay guy but he lived a few roads away so I gave it another chance this one had the fattest cock I had ever seen, It was really difficult to get the condom on him and he was no fun to suck as it was way to fat, plus despite my best efforts I could not get him to cum, I vowed never to see him or another gay guy again.
Tenth guy and fifth solo experience this guy was married and my first repeat solo experience I would go to his, get on my knees and suck him till he came and then leave, all with a condom when i'm back in town I will see him again.
Eleventh guy and sixth solo experience this Is my most recent experience and my reason for updating is to tell about this particular guy, He lived very local and had a girlfriend, I would go to his a few times a week and then get on my knees and suck him till he came (in a condom) and then leave. as time went on I got better at sucking him and he got more dominant with me, things like calling me his bitch and sending me demanding texts and holding my head a little bit. I learnt how to deep throat him and quite enjoyed it, then one day he asked if he could handcuff my hands I was unsure but agreed to one hand being handcuffed to the bed. the next time I did both hands in front of me handcuffed and the meeting after that we tried both hands handcuffed behind my back and kind of gently fucked my mouth till he came.
I got quite used to the handcuff thing so the next evening when I went round I happily agreed to be handcuffed behind my back for a second time, he was in quite a dominant mood and had me on my knees and with my back to the wall whilst I sucked him as normal, then came the twist he pushed his cock fairly deep and my head was touching the wall behind me and he grabbed the base of his cock whilst the length was in my mouth and I thought He was just pulling down to pull his foreskin back but he obviously planned this as he pulled the condom down so tight that his cock burst through it, all whilst it was pretty deep in my mouth and I was trapped against him and the wall, I had not agreed to this and was not ready but I could not really do much about it, He was already in deep and I was cuffed and he was holding the back of my head.
I tried to indicate I wanted to stop and he just said sorry it was an accident and I may as well continue and he did not feel like stopping, this had alarm bells going off in my head and I immediately felt unsafe but really was in a situation where I could not do much about it and it was my own stupid fault, I continued to let him throat fuck me slowly he told me not to worry and that he would not cum in my mouth, this relieved me and I relaxed a bit, but pretty soon he was speeding up and I felt him getting close to orgasm, I made a few noises to indicate to pull out but he ignored me and stepped forward pressing my head between him the wall and pulled hard on the back of my head so to keep me as deep as I already was and then proceeded to literally cum down my throat, I was making lots of potest noises which he continued to ignore and I was also finding it hard to breathe he was telling me to take it a like a bitch as he was cumming and in every sense of the word I was.
when he was done he let go and sat on the bed catching his breath, I was dumbfounded he acted totally normal and left me cuffed whilst he said that was fun and how much he enjoyed it, he then asked me if everything was ok and I lied and said yes as I wanted to be uncuffed he asked me to say thank you before he would uncuff me, which I did so whilst gritting my teeth. I was really angry, and felt used and totally humiliated by it all, he uncuffed me and I left immediately, I was not really sure what to do next.
He text me lot for about a month and Ignored them all, then one day I started to get turned on thinking about the whole experience and even though I was scared I decided to go back.
well fast forward to now he is every bit as dom every time I see him and I always swallow now, he said he is getting bored of me and wants to meet my wife but I don't think she wants to see anyone else but her current guy, who by the way is still really badly wants to knock her up.
But I will write an update on that another time, I would love to hear all your views on my journey and i'm curious to hear if anyone else man or woman has ever been literally forced to swallow like I was ?
since we first started all this in about 2008 I had always been interested in sucking cock, I never really wanted to get sucked or do anything else other than be the sucker, in truth I like how submissive I feel doing this to another guy, my complete list of experiences are as follows:
First guy first time experience was during a threesome, I licked his balls whilst he fucked my wife and then briefly sucked him (with condom) before guiding him into her pussy he was average size and when he came I rubbed it into her breasts.
Second guy and another threesome, this one had a really long cock I sucked him on his back (with condom) then he fucked my wife.
Third guy this one was during a foursome I sucked him without a condom and licked his cock whilst he had his wife doggy style, he tasted great and it was very smooth, we both sucked each other but neither came, we tried snogging to please his wife and I totally hated it.
Fourth guy this was my first real cuck and bull situation we met him whilst working away and he would come to our hotel room and fuck the hell out of my wife (one I was not there he fucked her too), he made her make noises I had never heard, had a big cock and knew how to use it and enjoyed the power, I mostly used to just watch but eventually I started licking his balls whilst he fucked her and one time he put me on my knees and I made him cum with my mouth and then another he lay on his back and he kissed my wife whilst I made him cum again all with a condom, this was my first taste of sub and I liked it.
Fifth guy a threesome but all I did was put the condom on him and guide him into her then watch them fuck.
Sixth guy and first solo experience he was Bi. I went to his and he sucked me till I came (with a condom) and then I sucked him, what I had not expected in this encounter is that he would want to suck me I reluctantly let him as I wanted to get my go sucking him but after I came I lost my motivation but felt guilty, so I sucked him as planned this was much harder for me to do and made me feel really really sub (he came with a condom) and I never saw him again as I don't like to be sucked and he lived far.
Seventh guy and second solo experience also Bi, He lived local and I went to his and sucked made him cum (in a condom) and then left, did not see him again as he was weird to talk with!
Eighth guy and third solo experience this guy was gay I met him on Grindr had never been with a gay guy so was naturally worried but wanted to try it and as it was just me sucking him with a condom it was pretty safe, he was very dominant and literally made me his bitch, he lay on his back and I sucked him but he was grabbing my head and pushing me down on him at one point I could not breathe and I then felt him start to fill the condom. I left and although I enjoyed I ideally wanted a Bi married guy so never went back.
Ninth guy and fourth solo experience another gay guy but he lived a few roads away so I gave it another chance this one had the fattest cock I had ever seen, It was really difficult to get the condom on him and he was no fun to suck as it was way to fat, plus despite my best efforts I could not get him to cum, I vowed never to see him or another gay guy again.
Tenth guy and fifth solo experience this guy was married and my first repeat solo experience I would go to his, get on my knees and suck him till he came and then leave, all with a condom when i'm back in town I will see him again.
Eleventh guy and sixth solo experience this Is my most recent experience and my reason for updating is to tell about this particular guy, He lived very local and had a girlfriend, I would go to his a few times a week and then get on my knees and suck him till he came (in a condom) and then leave. as time went on I got better at sucking him and he got more dominant with me, things like calling me his bitch and sending me demanding texts and holding my head a little bit. I learnt how to deep throat him and quite enjoyed it, then one day he asked if he could handcuff my hands I was unsure but agreed to one hand being handcuffed to the bed. the next time I did both hands in front of me handcuffed and the meeting after that we tried both hands handcuffed behind my back and kind of gently fucked my mouth till he came.
I got quite used to the handcuff thing so the next evening when I went round I happily agreed to be handcuffed behind my back for a second time, he was in quite a dominant mood and had me on my knees and with my back to the wall whilst I sucked him as normal, then came the twist he pushed his cock fairly deep and my head was touching the wall behind me and he grabbed the base of his cock whilst the length was in my mouth and I thought He was just pulling down to pull his foreskin back but he obviously planned this as he pulled the condom down so tight that his cock burst through it, all whilst it was pretty deep in my mouth and I was trapped against him and the wall, I had not agreed to this and was not ready but I could not really do much about it, He was already in deep and I was cuffed and he was holding the back of my head.
I tried to indicate I wanted to stop and he just said sorry it was an accident and I may as well continue and he did not feel like stopping, this had alarm bells going off in my head and I immediately felt unsafe but really was in a situation where I could not do much about it and it was my own stupid fault, I continued to let him throat fuck me slowly he told me not to worry and that he would not cum in my mouth, this relieved me and I relaxed a bit, but pretty soon he was speeding up and I felt him getting close to orgasm, I made a few noises to indicate to pull out but he ignored me and stepped forward pressing my head between him the wall and pulled hard on the back of my head so to keep me as deep as I already was and then proceeded to literally cum down my throat, I was making lots of potest noises which he continued to ignore and I was also finding it hard to breathe he was telling me to take it a like a bitch as he was cumming and in every sense of the word I was.
when he was done he let go and sat on the bed catching his breath, I was dumbfounded he acted totally normal and left me cuffed whilst he said that was fun and how much he enjoyed it, he then asked me if everything was ok and I lied and said yes as I wanted to be uncuffed he asked me to say thank you before he would uncuff me, which I did so whilst gritting my teeth. I was really angry, and felt used and totally humiliated by it all, he uncuffed me and I left immediately, I was not really sure what to do next.
He text me lot for about a month and Ignored them all, then one day I started to get turned on thinking about the whole experience and even though I was scared I decided to go back.
well fast forward to now he is every bit as dom every time I see him and I always swallow now, he said he is getting bored of me and wants to meet my wife but I don't think she wants to see anyone else but her current guy, who by the way is still really badly wants to knock her up.
But I will write an update on that another time, I would love to hear all your views on my journey and i'm curious to hear if anyone else man or woman has ever been literally forced to swallow like I was ?